I Am Not In Love With Him But I Am Carrying His Child

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Out of order the way I met complementary guy called Phillip(not his aptly name)who undeniably cared for me but my problem is I am not in love with him, I like him as a friend. My worst fear happened such as I starting point out that I am pregnant for Phillip and he asked me to fuse him without flatly getting to me so well but my love for Phillip isn't enough for to live the rest of my life with and I don't want a divorce after marriage. Comply with readers I need your advice, do I abort this child? or do I fuse Phillip without loving him? I am so mixed up. If you were in my shoes what will you do?Drop your clarification...Take up again few months more to win difference prizes on KIB for the best 3 commenter of the rendezvous. Massive luck!